ranting for training

can i just rant for a while? last night, i felt stupid talking to the architecture specialist (AS) about my deliverables. it turns out that the template (which i got from the repository) and the PL/SQL script (that i made) had been poorly designed. aarrgghh!!! i hate this! how do you expect me to create a good design when the only training i had was the almost useless and definitely brain-frying PL/SQL computer based training (CBT). i almost had a seizure taking up those CBT's. damn it, i'm learning things the hard way around here. i'm just angry because i don't want to feel sad, sad because i could have done better if i had proper training. sad because i could have met their expectations. i could have even surpassed them. i just wish... oh what the heck! wishing won't do me any good.

oh well, that's enough ranting for today. until next time!

ciao!