too much work

I haven't had anytime to blog lately. There's too much work to do! I have never had this much work since thesis.

 

See? It's Saturday and I'm in the officce... working.

 

This sucks.

 

Oh! I bought vitamins. I don't wanna get sick right now. Not until I finish all these work. HA!

in my life

i remember there was this time, when F and I were just a new couple, we were sitting on one of the benches along SJ walk. she borrowed my mobile phone and browsed through my inbox. she noticed that almost all my saved messages were from girls. i think she got a little jealous at that time. i told her that those girls were just friends and that most of my friends are girls. later on, while i was on my way home, i started hearing this song on the radio. the lyrics hit me so i immediately texted her with the following message:

 

"Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more"

 

Since then, whenever I hear this song, I think about F... and how i love her more. =)

emergency

yesterday was not good.

i had to rush F to the hospital because she's having this terrible, terrible tummy ache. i was really scared. i was frightened. i never want to feel that way again. i wouldn't even wish it on my enemy (if i had one). i almost cried. almost. i was that scared. that's why i felt so relieved when it was over. i'm glad its over. i hope it's really over.

i wonder if that was what Anakin felt when he dreamt about Padmé...

i took her to Manila Doctors Hospital, a suggestion from my parents. they always come through for me. i'm really grateful for them. they are not the perfect parents but they are perfect for me. they are just the way i want them to be, just the way that i need them. =) the hospital was better than i expected. it was clean and i encountered no problems with the staff or any patients. it was not crowded, either. i'm glad i brought her there.

Manila Doctors Hospital
667 U.N. Ave., Ermita, Manila
Phone 5243011
Fax 523-9114

sponge cola's album rocks!

naknampucha! Sponge Cola's album, Palabas, is so cool. It's official, i'm a fan.

 

i honestly didn't like it at first, except for Jeepney and Lunes. now that i've listened to it a few times on my ibm thinkpad, i've come to like it. i even do a little headbang while listening to Partisan and On The Floor. I also try to make a sad face (the one that singers do when they're singing a sad song. hehe) whenever i hear Jillian and Neon.

 

Too bad i don't have a copy of Crazy For You...

 

I would like to thank my friend, T, for this wonderful gift that he gave me for my 24th birthday. He's a cartoonist for two national broadsheets, by the way. =)

the gift

i forgot to blog about what happened when i gave my birthday gift to F. it turns out that she had already read the book! that made me sad. well, not really, disappointed is the right word. it was embarrassing. what a disaster. a little disaster. she told me she liked it though, and that made me feel better, of course. =)

 

i haven't read the book. maybe she'll let me read it. LOL! =)

irony

just to give an update on the project bonus, the chances of having one had just increased. the announcement was moved to an earlier date. instead of having it after payday, it was rescheduled before payday. this is purely wishful thinking, though.

come to think of it. the project bonus may already be irrelevant...

bad: shoving the red pill

i just realized that my condition might not have anything to do with the project. there is a good chance that it's because of the possibility that there may not be any project bonus this year. the sooner i accept this, the better. i hate this topic but i have to get it off my chest. oh well...

i regret talking about my complaints in front of our new joiner. really. i believe i have done something unethical by doing so. i'm so sorry. i feel like i just shoved the red pill down her throat. i just hope she won't think much about it.

from now on, i'm shutting my mouth regarding this topic. or at least i'll try to.

monday blues

i'm feeling down today. i guess the project is getting into me. but then again, i'm not so sure if that really is the problem. whatever it is, i hope i get rid of it soon or else i'll be dragging my feet to work for the whole week!

kanta na lang nga ako...

"Sino ‘tong nakatingin?
Anghel bang magliligtas sa’kin?

Mga mata’y kanyang minulat sa pagdadalamhati
Hinahanap sa kung saan
Pakpak na hindi mahagilap
Ninanais ko lang naman na maging ganap

Kailangan lang pagbigyan
Kulang lang sa pansin" -- Sponge Cola, KLSP lyrics

okay, i feel better already. =)