bad: shoving the red pill

i just realized that my condition might not have anything to do with the project. there is a good chance that it's because of the possibility that there may not be any project bonus this year. the sooner i accept this, the better. i hate this topic but i have to get it off my chest. oh well...

i regret talking about my complaints in front of our new joiner. really. i believe i have done something unethical by doing so. i'm so sorry. i feel like i just shoved the red pill down her throat. i just hope she won't think much about it.

from now on, i'm shutting my mouth regarding this topic. or at least i'll try to.