the old me

i just read my old blog. all i can say is:

what the hell happened to me?! what the fuck?!

there. i said it. i'm so disappointed on what i had done with my life. what have i become? i'm not sure, actually, but i feel so pathetic.

i knew it. i knew it all along, but its only now that its really sinking in. i have to do something about this.

if you want to know who i was 3 years ago, just go read my old blog, http://alphavictor.easyjournal.com. please read it in chronological order.