hazy

This morning, I woke up to something surreal. If I didn't know better, I'd think I was dreaming.



It's just like the morning of Jan 1st!

sleeping and a pretty good documentary

How do people like Thomas Edison and Leonardo Da Vinci do it. How could they not sleep? If I'll have my way, I wouldn't have to sleep everynight. I'd be taking a 1 hour nap and that's it. Sleeping is so unproductive. If I didn't know better, I'd say that it's a waste of time. But I do. I know that we need to sleep so that our body can do things that they have to do while sleeping... Like dreaming for example. Speaking of which, I hadn't had any good ones lately. Yes, I'm complaining. LOL!

I'm combining two topics in one post 'cause I'm lazy plus I have to sleep.

Let me recommend this film that I just watched. It's about Hugo Chavez and a revolution in Venezuela. I sincerely hope that we'd get to have a President with the same passion for the people as Chavez. Watch the docu and find out what I mean.

The Revolution Will Not Be Televised

Enjoy!

the most expensive bun i have ever eaten (so far)

the title says it all.

here're the pics:

you tube

One of the new things i've began to appreciate since the time i got back online is you tube. If I'm not careful, I might get addicted... that is, if I'm not hooked yet.

Watch this Neat Trick

Then watch this.
The guy looked familiar. Could he be a Filipino? Funny!

a tale of two cities... ='(

north park glorietta, March 2006

mohamed sultan, August 2006

the life i left behind

looking at some pictures from the not so distant past, i kinda remembered what my life was before coming to Singapore. The life that I left behind. I use the word "kinda" because i don't remember it very vividly. It's like a dream that I woke up from. Something that I could never get back. Which kinda make me sad because that life was kinda good in a way...

Now I'm really sad.

Not considering my last deployment in my previous company, everything was picture perfect. I had a good relationship with family, my salary was above average (which was sadly not good enough for me), I have few good friends, and most importantly, my relationship with F was great. And I traded it all off for a job abroad -- my dream.

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There's a longing sadness lingering in my heart. Helpless. I could not get back what I left behind. I could only look back and move on. My family will always be my family. F, if I can help it, will always be the love of my life, and my friends, I could only hope that distance and lack of communication will not stop us from remaining friends. That's asking for too much, but I guess there's so little that I can do... (or willing to do).

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I realize that relationships can be preserved, and I did not leave them behind. I took them with me and kept them inside my heart.

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I realize that the less excited I am about my new life, the more nostalgic I feel about my previous one.

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I do not want to be sad, I do not want to forget either. The only way to achieve this is to relive it. F is the key. She's my anchor, without her, I will drift.

welcome to pulau ubin

pulau ubin with my friends. i took the photo. hehe.