sassy

awww... this movie made me smile. i would have enjoyed it even more if i had watched it with F, my sassy girl. =)


panalo! lol

up next: windstruck (yuck! i'm getting so mushy!)

Fair - Fest

"when the world pushes you down to your knees,
you are in the perfect position to pray."

i don't know who said this one but it sounds nice. i just wanted to share.

Fairspectives
I went to UP Fair last saturday. F and i went there with Dianne and her elementary classmates. First time. It was fun. Definitely better than La Salle's. I bought a cool toy there. it's a battery operated light-stick that flickers with different colors at a very high frequency. Pwe! Basta it's a cool toy. Anyway, the fair was great... and long. we left the fair at around 4:30 in the morning.

Cheng and Gemma's Food Fest
There was some sort of food fest yesterday. Cheng treated us to lunch at Gerry's -- that made us full. Then, at 3pm, we ordered a yellow cab pizza, a bunch of aling nene's barbeque, 2 cans of ice cream and a big tray of baked mac for Cheng and Gemma's birthday -- that made us even fuller. Ugh! my stomach was so heavy after that.


just some of the food we ate yesterday.

ranting for training

can i just rant for a while? last night, i felt stupid talking to the architecture specialist (AS) about my deliverables. it turns out that the template (which i got from the repository) and the PL/SQL script (that i made) had been poorly designed. aarrgghh!!! i hate this! how do you expect me to create a good design when the only training i had was the almost useless and definitely brain-frying PL/SQL computer based training (CBT). i almost had a seizure taking up those CBT's. damn it, i'm learning things the hard way around here. i'm just angry because i don't want to feel sad, sad because i could have done better if i had proper training. sad because i could have met their expectations. i could have even surpassed them. i just wish... oh what the heck! wishing won't do me any good.

oh well, that's enough ranting for today. until next time!

ciao!

the old me

i just read my old blog. all i can say is:

what the hell happened to me?! what the fuck?!

there. i said it. i'm so disappointed on what i had done with my life. what have i become? i'm not sure, actually, but i feel so pathetic.

i knew it. i knew it all along, but its only now that its really sinking in. i have to do something about this.

if you want to know who i was 3 years ago, just go read my old blog, http://alphavictor.easyjournal.com. please read it in chronological order.

maan's toy

maan showed me her new toy. the casio exilim z40. nice!


a very small digicam


if you want to see this image in its original size, visit http://exilim.casio.com

dementia or hypochondriasis

"today is the the first day of the rest of your life." - some witty person

i just realized that my forgetfulness may be a sign of dementia. demented and paranoid is a bad combination, me thinks. then again, i maybe over-reacting and that is just my hypochondriasis kicking in. lol

Glossary of Terms:
dementia: A mental disorder characterized by a disintegration of personality, confusion, disorientation, decreased intelligence, and difficulty controlling memory, judgment, and impulses
paranoia: Irrational distrust of others, delusions of persecution, often strenuously defended with apparent logic and reason
hypochondria: A disorder involving having a constant fear of illness and a preoccupation with one's health

valentine's

happy valentine's day! i'm wearing red today because i am so happy to that i'm in a very good relationship right now. this is F and I's 2nd valentine's together and we are still stronger than ever. i don't want to be too mushy on this entry so i'll stop right here.